Lukas Gage Releases Candid Memoir “I Wrote This For Attention,” Illuminating His Path from San Diego to Stardom

On October 14, 2025, Lukas Gage, best known for his electrifying performances in HBO’s "White Lotus" and "Euphoria", released his first memoir, "I Wrote This For Attention", published by Simon & Schuster . Spanning 320 pages, the book delivers a raw and riveting account of Gage’s life, from his turbulent childhood in San Diego to his ascent in Hollywood. The memoir is available in hardcover, digital, and an audiobook narrated by Gage, with signed editions offered to fans .

Gage’s memoir is notable for its candor. He writes openly about growing up in a “broken family,” contending with addiction, and living with borderline personality disorder . The narrative is punctuated by stories of childhood mischief—setting his room on fire as a toddler, shoplifting alcohol as a teen, and navigating the complexities of sex and romance, including a memorable relationship with a girl who wore an ankle monitor . These anecdotes, both humorous and heartbreaking, are woven together to illustrate Gage’s lifelong quest for attention and acceptance.

The memoir’s title is a nod to both self-awareness and self-acceptance. Gage is forthright about the pleasure and pain of being visible, especially as a public figure often thrust into the spotlight for viral moments and high-profile roles. “People were calling him an attention whore—and they were absolutely right. Lukas Gage was no stranger to going viral. He loved attention,” the book recounts .

Much of "I Wrote This For Attention" is set in San Diego during the mid-2000s, painting a vivid picture of the city’s sun-drenched landscape and its role in shaping Gage’s formative years . Gage’s experiences parallel the rise of reality TV culture, a backdrop that influenced his early perceptions of fame and identity. The memoir captures the anxieties of adolescence and the universal struggle to transition from innocence to adulthood—a journey marked by both vulnerability and resilience .

A recurring theme throughout the memoir is Gage’s relationship with music. Influenced by his brother and stepfather’s love of punk and metal, music became a source of creative energy and self-expression, helping him forge an identity distinct from the chaos of his family life . The book also details his journey through therapy, his struggles and breakthroughs, and his ongoing process of healing—“vaping through therapy sessions, and having the courage to forgive the family that hurt you and set yourself free” .

While Gage’s memoir primarily centers on his personal journey, its significance for the LGBTQ+ community is clear. Gage, an openly queer actor, has long been an advocate for authentic representation and inclusivity in media. His openness about mental health, addiction, and the complexities of family resonates with many LGBTQ+ readers who face similar challenges. The book eschews stereotypes, instead offering a nuanced portrait of queer identity that is both affirming and intersectional.

Gage’s reflections on sex, romance, and self-acceptance are written in language inclusive of all identities, avoiding reductive generalizations. The memoir’s release comes at a time when LGBTQ+ visibility in Hollywood continues to expand, and Gage’s willingness to share his vulnerabilities is a powerful statement for those seeking connection and understanding .

Early reviews of "I Wrote This For Attention" highlight its tragicomic tone and emotional resonance. Readers and critics alike have praised Gage’s candor, storytelling, and the sense of hope running beneath even the darkest anecdotes. The memoir is described as “a remarkable achievement of healing,” and is already being touted as essential reading for anyone interested in the intersection of fame, mental health, and queer identity .

Signed editions are available through select retailers, and fans have responded enthusiastically, sharing their reactions on social media and expressing appreciation for Gage’s vulnerability and humor . For those who prefer audiobooks, Gage personally narrates the story, offering a more immersive and intimate experience. “I really like the Audible version. What I’ve been told from a lot of people that have listened to the audiobook, is that it’s a very, very different experience for them, and they find it more fun,” Gage shared .

With "I Wrote This For Attention" Lukas Gage joins the ranks of artists whose personal stories have helped reshape public narratives around mental health, addiction, and LGBTQ+ life. The memoir’s release marks a milestone not just in Gage’s career, but in the broader movement for visibility and honesty in entertainment and literature. As Gage continues to act, write, and advocate, his story serves as a testament to the power of vulnerability, creativity, and community .